Sorry guys, but it’s been a hell of a bad day.

I know I am not really doing my blogger duties, but this is all I have for you this week. 

I will try to think of something better by next HNT – suggestions are welcome!

Now go check out the source of it all – I’m sure there are much better contributions over there… LOL

 

I took some time today and visited the sites of my fellow bloggers. I don’t know why, but lately I just haven’t had much to say. But earlier, while I was on a friend’s page, he was talking about the same thing. He called it “losing his mojo”. What a perfect term!

I hope you all realize I haven’t abandoned you. I’m sorry I haven’t said much on your pages, either; but I fear that I really have nothing important to say right now. 

Perhaps the best thing to do at times like these are to just be still and listen. Right?

Wow. What a weekend. I think I need a long weekend to recover from my long weekend!

I’m sorry it’s taken so long for me to get back here, but after this weekend all I wanted to do was sleep – a LOT. I hope you can forgive me.

I spent this weekend going on a small road trip. I left home on Friday and wound up about 2-3 hours away from home. The trip had two primary purposes: to attend an engagement/announcement party and to visit with friends at a music function (festival? not really sure what you would call it LOL). 

AP and I loaded up the car with our belongings and a not-so-small dog around midday Friday. The trip up was relatively uneventful, but it was also fun – as all road trips are when AP is involved. We arrived at our destination and pretty much did nothing on Friday night other than visit for a short while with friends that live in town. 

Saturday was an entire other story. 

I had informed AP before we left that I had nothing to wear to either of the weekend’s events. He assured me that we would spend most of the day Saturday shopping, and that I shouldn’t worry about my attire. Well, we did shop, but mostly for him. I followed him from store to store, only darting out to “shop” for myself when there was an interesting place next door. Needless to say, I didn’t find anything and I was not a happy camper. My mood turned from sunny to foul rather quickly, and, I’m embarrassed to say, I took it out on AP in quite a grand fashion. 

I managed to suck it up and be nice at the engagement party, but the rest of the evening I was pouty and ill. I honeslty don’t know why I get so upset over something so trivial as what outfit to wear to which occasion, but I do. We fought and groused and bitched all night. We almost didn’t even make it to the second party we were expected at. But, at the last possible minute I sucked it up again and w made our way to the bar.

Both parties were fun, although the second was much louder than the first – and much smokier. But overall it was a good weekend. AP forgave me, and I got over my ‘tude, and Sunday was a rather pleasant day as well. I think I am just so exhausted from being in emotional hyperdrive for so long this weekend. I’m not used to being that worked up, and I most certainly am not used to be that upset. 

I think I need to get a few more hours of sleep until I feel like “me” again. 

I hope you all had a wonderful long weekend, and I promise I will be ’round to say hello on your pages soon enough. 

<3

But not for long…

I am heading out of town this weekend to catch up with old friends and make some new ones. I haven’t abandoned you guys, but I fear I will be without internet access for the next three days or so (GASP!). 

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend, and I will see you all soon!

Much love and booty rubbin’s…

OK, since there was a request last week to see the bum, I have decided to comply – in my own special way of course.

Here is an HNT contribution that you can print out and use as a coloring page! (Not safe for the kiddies, btw! LOL)

If you would like, here are two others as well:

Just click them to view/print them in full-size. Happy HNT everyone!

And you guys be sure to stop by and say hello to Osbasso!

I have been thinking a lot lately about the concepts of dominance and submission. I have come to the conclusion that I am naturally submissive in the bedroom. This is odd to me, as I feel I am a natural leader in all other aspects. But something about being “led” in the bedroom is very attractive to me.

Here is the problem. AP and I were discussing fantasies the other day, and he let me know that he would like to be dominated. Exactly how does one go about doing that? It’s not that I am opposed to it at all. It’s just that I truly have no idea where to even begin. 

Thinking about it intrigues me, and lately, it consumes a great deal of my thought process. I love the idea of dressing up – no matter what the occasion. So, if for no other reason, I want to try this. I want a fabulous domme ensemble. I want to look and feel in control. I want to take the reins and make my lover do exactly what I want him to do, when I want him to do it. And I want AP to love every minute of it. 

I just don’t know how. Every time I try I feel like I am being bitchy or too bossy. I don’t know how to get past the polite girl I was raised to be. Do dommes say please? Do they thank their subs when they do what they are told? Do they apologize? 

I really need some help here guys. I want to be who he wants me to be, even if it is only for one night. And I know that he will most likely want to resume our usual roles soon enough. It’s just that he has gone out of his way to fulfill every request I have ever put forth. I want to do this for him. I just need guidance! (And a great pair of boots! LOL)

HELP! PLEASE! 

Now that I have recovered a little, I thought I would let you know how my weekend went. 

I started off shopping at this neat little place I found near AP’s house (as my usual haunt was closed for some unknown reason). I googled lingerie and toys, and this is where I wound up. I was a little hesitant at first, but it turned out to be a great find. 

As soon as I walked in the door the girl working informed me that everything was on sale. CHA-CHING! I love a sale! And, as if the sale wasn’t enough to make me stay, I took one look around and realized I loved the selection of lingerie there – I was sold! 

I spent about an hour browsing and this is what I ended up with (I picked this one because AP asked for white lingerie. I have never bought white lingerie in my entire blooming life! I am more of a black knickers gal. But I digress…):

 I didn’t get the black thigh highs, though. I chose white ones instead. I did get some black ones, also, but those will have to wait till another day to be put to good use. 

I also managed to get a few more things from my list, and when I was done I hurried over to AP’s house. I was dying to show him my “finds,” but he insisted that we wait until after dinner. (He really knows how to make me insane! LOL)

Anyway, after we fulfilled a few of our social obligations, and it was time to get ready to go out one last time, he went to get in the shower. Well, I am not a patient woman, so I took matters in my own hands while he was washing up and donned my new ensemble. When he stepped out of the shower, there I was – dressed to thrill. 

Let me tell you something – this man has amazing will power. I knew (mind you, I could see) that my cute little outfit was doing what it was supposed to do, but AP still informed me that if he could wait then I could wait. I tried everything I could think of to bend him to my will, and I almost succeeded. Almost. 

I led him to a chair where I proceeded to remove his towel, leaving him stark naked and vulnerable. I kissed and stroked and sucked until I had him just like I wanted him. He was mine – so I thought. But, just as I was about to move in for the kill he pulled me close, kissed me deeply and slapped me on the ass – then he informed me that we were going to be late so I should get ready. 

What a tease! (BTW – I love the devilish look in his eye when he does this. Honestly, I think it’s the only reason he gets away with it!)

He led me to his room where he proceeded to dress (both himself and me) and then we left. We wound up at a local bar where we met up with our group of friends. It was useless though. All I could think about was getting back to his place to finish what we had started. And, as if that wasn’t bad enough, every time I would start to have a conversation with someone, or start to relax just the slightest bit, AP would walk up behind me and whisper in my ear all the things he was going to do to me when we got home. 

Needless to say, by the time we did make it home hours later, I was a wet, randy mess. And I loved every minute of it. 

It didn’t take very long after we made it through the door to be back in our original positions. AP has a thing for thigh highs (although, really, what man doesn’t? LOL) so we left those on all evening. It was honestly the first time I have ever spent an entire tryst in any sort of clothing, and something about it was extremely hot. I love the feel of his hands running up my thighs with that “buffer” there. I couldn’t get enough of that silky feeling when my legs wrapped around his back or his shoulders. Truthfully, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since.

I know, I know – get to the details, right? Well guys, I have to apologize here. While I am great at the making of the story, I clam up a little at the retelling. But don’t fret. I discussed this with AP (who wooed me by writing me steamy erotic stories every night for months), and he (I think- I hope) is going to tell the story for me. And trust me, you will never get juicier details than you will from this man. His way with words is almost as good as his way with his tongue. And that is saying a lot. 

And, yes, I did remember to take the camera – and AP was kind enough to help me take pictures to document the entire experience. When he tells his side of the story, I promise I will add a few illustrations, if you promise to forgive my shyness. Deal?

 

Well, I went on my little shopping spree and managed to acquire most of what I was looking for. I didn’t get new shoes, and I was overwhelmed when looking for a toy, so I decided to save that for later when he can help me choose, but overall it turned out well.

Needless to say I am thouroughly exhausted at this point, but I will give you all the juicy details later.

And btw, I did remember a camera

I hope you all had a weekend as wonderful and tiring as I did!

I am about to head out to pick up something for a “night of fun”. So far, this is what is on my list:

1. Lube (I’m out… sue me LOL)
2. Thigh highs – not sure what color yet
3. Panties – these must fit the bill of sexy, but not slutty. This could be difficult.
4. New skirt – short, but not too short – sexy, but not too sexy
5. New toy – I am hoping to initiate a little toy play with a certain someone, but it will be our first time in uncharted waters (together). I’m not really sure what the appropriate “first-time toy” is, but hopefully I will know it when I see it.
6. New bra – to match the new knickers
7. New shoes – these aren’t a must, but they end up on all my shopping lists LOL

Now, I ask you – what have I forgotten? Any suggestions about anything listed? (Pics are welcome, btw.)

Is there somewhere I can go for a quick tutorial on designing my own page?

I like this one I have now, but it’s stolen (with permission, of course), and I would rather have something that is uniquely mine.

Can anyone out there point me in the right direction? Thanks!

-NJ-