My life is so out of focus lately. Things are racing past so quickly I can’t seem to focus on anything at all. I need to just reach out and grab something to hold onto. I need an anchor, something that will stop this spinning. I need to find my way out of this shitstorm I have created. 

I can’t seem to hold onto anything though. Everything is slipping through my fingers. I’m losing everything that is so precious to me.

At least I held onto the camera long enough, right?

Now go say hello to Os for me!