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{19 May 2008}   White Lingerie

Now that I have recovered a little, I thought I would let you know how my weekend went. 

I started off shopping at this neat little place I found near AP’s house (as my usual haunt was closed for some unknown reason). I googled lingerie and toys, and this is where I wound up. I was a little hesitant at first, but it turned out to be a great find. 

As soon as I walked in the door the girl working informed me that everything was on sale. CHA-CHING! I love a sale! And, as if the sale wasn’t enough to make me stay, I took one look around and realized I loved the selection of lingerie there – I was sold! 

I spent about an hour browsing and this is what I ended up with (I picked this one because AP asked for white lingerie. I have never bought white lingerie in my entire blooming life! I am more of a black knickers gal. But I digress…):

 I didn’t get the black thigh highs, though. I chose white ones instead. I did get some black ones, also, but those will have to wait till another day to be put to good use. 

I also managed to get a few more things from my list, and when I was done I hurried over to AP’s house. I was dying to show him my “finds,” but he insisted that we wait until after dinner. (He really knows how to make me insane! LOL)

Anyway, after we fulfilled a few of our social obligations, and it was time to get ready to go out one last time, he went to get in the shower. Well, I am not a patient woman, so I took matters in my own hands while he was washing up and donned my new ensemble. When he stepped out of the shower, there I was – dressed to thrill. 

Let me tell you something – this man has amazing will power. I knew (mind you, I could see) that my cute little outfit was doing what it was supposed to do, but AP still informed me that if he could wait then I could wait. I tried everything I could think of to bend him to my will, and I almost succeeded. Almost. 

I led him to a chair where I proceeded to remove his towel, leaving him stark naked and vulnerable. I kissed and stroked and sucked until I had him just like I wanted him. He was mine – so I thought. But, just as I was about to move in for the kill he pulled me close, kissed me deeply and slapped me on the ass – then he informed me that we were going to be late so I should get ready. 

What a tease! (BTW – I love the devilish look in his eye when he does this. Honestly, I think it’s the only reason he gets away with it!)

He led me to his room where he proceeded to dress (both himself and me) and then we left. We wound up at a local bar where we met up with our group of friends. It was useless though. All I could think about was getting back to his place to finish what we had started. And, as if that wasn’t bad enough, every time I would start to have a conversation with someone, or start to relax just the slightest bit, AP would walk up behind me and whisper in my ear all the things he was going to do to me when we got home. 

Needless to say, by the time we did make it home hours later, I was a wet, randy mess. And I loved every minute of it. 

It didn’t take very long after we made it through the door to be back in our original positions. AP has a thing for thigh highs (although, really, what man doesn’t? LOL) so we left those on all evening. It was honestly the first time I have ever spent an entire tryst in any sort of clothing, and something about it was extremely hot. I love the feel of his hands running up my thighs with that “buffer” there. I couldn’t get enough of that silky feeling when my legs wrapped around his back or his shoulders. Truthfully, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since.

I know, I know – get to the details, right? Well guys, I have to apologize here. While I am great at the making of the story, I clam up a little at the retelling. But don’t fret. I discussed this with AP (who wooed me by writing me steamy erotic stories every night for months), and he (I think- I hope) is going to tell the story for me. And trust me, you will never get juicier details than you will from this man. His way with words is almost as good as his way with his tongue. And that is saying a lot

And, yes, I did remember to take the camera – and AP was kind enough to help me take pictures to document the entire experience. When he tells his side of the story, I promise I will add a few illustrations, if you promise to forgive my shyness. Deal?

;)

 



{17 May 2008}   Shopping List:

I am about to head out to pick up something for a “night of fun”. So far, this is what is on my list:

1. Lube (I’m out… sue me LOL)
2. Thigh highs – not sure what color yet
3. Panties – these must fit the bill of sexy, but not slutty. This could be difficult.
4. New skirt – short, but not too short – sexy, but not too sexy
5. New toy – I am hoping to initiate a little toy play with a certain someone, but it will be our first time in uncharted waters (together). I’m not really sure what the appropriate “first-time toy” is, but hopefully I will know it when I see it.
6. New bra – to match the new knickers
7. New shoes – these aren’t a must, but they end up on all my shopping lists LOL

Now, I ask you – what have I forgotten? Any suggestions about anything listed? (Pics are welcome, btw.)



{13 May 2008}   AP to the Rescue!

Remember that whole thing about needing release I posted a few days ago?

It’s been taken care of.

:happydance:

Well – at least there was a happy dance the next day. Immediately afterward I couldn’t move. As a matter-of-fact, I am pretty sure that I perfectly fit the definition of “jello” in the moments following our tryst.

Have I mentioned how wonderful AP is? ‘Cause he is.. he truly is. Not only did he read the post about my “issues” with him, not only did he respond positively and honestly to the post, but he wanted to do something to make me feel awesome about us again as well! So he read my “release” post and let’s just say he took every single word to heart.

Ahhhhhhh the feeling that one gets from great sex. We kissed, we played, we gazed, and we groped. There was ass slapping and hair pulling in all the right places and at all the right times. And the orgasms – oh the orgasms! There were little ones and big ones. There were the kind that make you want to scream with all your might and there were the ones where I could merely whimper for him not to stop. There was the moment I thought I may pass out, and yes, there was even one moment I am sure I forgot how to breathe.

Cheers to you, AP! I love you more with each passing day – thanks for listening. And thanks for making my body remind my heart that every little thing is gonna be alright.

;)



{9 May 2008}   What I Need

You know what I need?

I need to get laid.

I need that raw, uninhibited, ass-slapping, hair-pulling kind of sex that comes with pent-up aggression and held-in frustrations.

I need someone to grab me and throw me up against a wall – someone who will rip my clothes off and leave them in torn, ragged piles on the floor.

I need to be spanked and held down and bitten and talked dirty to.

I need to be fucked until I can’t breathe without gasping.

I need someone to hold me down and have their way with me – someone who won’t stop until I am near passing out from orgasmic ecstasy.

I need to be pulled and pushed and poked and prodded. I need to be licked and carressed and pounded into submission.

I need to be told what to do, and I need someone who will listen when I want to do the telling.

It sure would help with all this tension, don’t you think?



et cetera